thisismaryaspeaking
Sep 5th, 2009 @ 7:49 pm
a letter for boyfriend
Dear BOYFRIEND,
You might hear me saying these words for a million times..
But you should know, this is what I really feel about you..
I Live Love You.
I don’t know whether you’ve ever felt the same or not,
but this is what I’m trying to say to you.
To complain to you.
To let you know what I wish about you.
Just so you know,
I don’t wanna be texted or be called because you think you have to..
I want you to say hello just because you really want to.
I could say that you’re everything to me,
but it’s unfair when it sounds like you let me to feel like this just by myself, when it’s like there’s no use for you having me in your life..
I don’t wanna be the one who always misses you.
I wanna be the one who’s being missed too!
I want you to find a figure of your mother,
even though I know a place of her is just irreplaceable..
I want to be a person who could remind you that you can be wrong or right!
I want to be such a big sister for you,
a place for you to share all of your stories,
the one who can be told about everything..
I wanna be a kind of your little sister,
I wanna be the one who sometimes could be spoilt as hell,
and one who needs your guide to do everything that I need to do..
I wanna be your friend,
the one that can make you laugh and even burst into tears.
At the same time.
I even expect you to be my enemy,
one that could be my partner to have argue with,
the one who could annoy me more than anyone,
and the only one who has an ability to make me feel guilty..
Another thing that I want you to know,
is as simple as this..
I want to be special for you.
Because for me, you already are..
You have always been special for me.
xoxo,
your GIRLFRIEND
