thisismaryaspeaking
Aug 4th, 2009 @ 10:49 pm
You know what?
It’s not easy being me.
Really.
It’s not easy feeling like this.
So queer.
So unwell.
So uncomfortable.
Yet so confused.
And I don’t even know how to show you my own feeling.
You said it’s okay to tell you the truth, even that it’s hurt.
But I guess what I’m feeling, will never hurt you.
But it’s got a chance to change your mind-set about me.
What if you, for the second time, think that I don’t love you?
What if you, for the second time, dump me for no reason?
What if you, do the things that I’m so suspicious about?
Too many “what if”s, and I’m gonna kill myself.
xoxo,
maRya
Reblogged from i can read.
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